Boon Tat
Male
15-07-1986
A+
Woodlands Loves
Chiew Siew Hong
Liverpool FC
Steven Gerrard
Basketball
One Piece Manga
Absolut Vodka Gadgets
Sony Ericsson K850i
White PSP Slim
Canon IXUS 860IS
ASUS F8Vr Holding
Diploma with Merit in Biotechnology
Class 3 Driving License Schools
Peixin Primary School
Yishun Town Secondary School
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
National University of Singapore Army
BMTC - Hawk coy
SISPEC - Alpha coy
Engineer Training Institute - Field Engineer
4SIR - Support coy Pioneer platoon
Did IPPT today. Run like shit. 11 plus mins. Didnt wanna think abt it anymore. 104 days to go before ORD. Looking at the campmates who are ORDing in FEB, i am really envious. How i wish that day will come soon. 060508.
xx signed off at 11:15:00 PM
Friday, January 18, 2008
Marksman
MARKSMAN. Went to combat shoot and got my marksman. 200 cash. Day shoot 82.5%. Among the lowest if not lowest out of the 10+, 20 details. Night got exactly 80%. Met the minimum. It was really the section spirit that got us through. Just when everyone look down on us, we proved ourselves. Thanks section 1.
xx signed off at 6:09:00 PM
Sunday, January 6, 2008
I dont know since when that i have this feeling. That i am going to lose you. Its kind of different. The feelings that we used to have. You dont seems to care for me as you used to do. Everything i did seems to irritate you. You vent all your frustrations, from work, family, peers on me. When i am feeling down, rarely a single word of concern came from you. Even if i really wanted to see you, given the limited time i have outside, you wouldnt come. Because you want to have time with your friends, colleagues and family. I never did blame you. But you have given me the feeling that i am not at the top of the list in your heart as before. You will never feel guilty anymore, because you took it for granted that i am around. And my feelings, are not that as important to you anymore.
Baby, this is not a post of accusations. But rather how i feel. we are still together no doubt. But are you still mine?
Maybe this is a retribution. That i used to not cherishing our time that we get together. Dragged you along to my friends gatherings. Least of concerns about your work, family etc. Forbidding you to go nightspots with your friends. Checking out who you hanging out with. Invading your privacy. Being a MCP, bot allowing you to do what i did.
Didnt let you realize enough that you are the most important person. That how afraid that i was in losing you. How i want to keep you safe and sound. But i cant because i am not around with you most of the time.
I just want you and me to have the happiness that we used to have. The world with just two of us in it.
I know that you will be angry when you see this post. Please forgive me if you do.